I don't believe this. Half of our break tomorrow is being robbed off again. I don't know how much longer I can withstand this man. I don't mind make-up lessons on Saturdays, seriously I don't. But please, I cannot stand lessons non-stop. Halfway, my brain would just shut off and I'd blank out. There's only so much a person can take a day. I feel like a zombie. A living dead.

I dislike this. I dislike living to only do homework, study, revise, do tutorials, do assignments, do projects. And when I go out, it's only to study with my friends at the library, airport or fast food restaurants. Every day, it's study study study, mug mug mug. MJC is like... Mugging Junior College. Really, it's nuts. And it's shredding my sanity to pieces and slowly killing me from the inside.

I never realised the extent of my stress until Daren told me about our break being cut short for more tutorials. I totally balked at that idea. Physically, emotionally, mentally, whatever, you name it. I could literally feel my heart constrict and a dull ache in my chest. You know, I was just psycho-ing myself that the following week would be the very last week of school. But I was just placating myself. When I look at my holiday schedule, I was initially quite relieved to see that school is for only half a day - either morning till afternoon or afternoon till late afternoon (about 5pm). But a few days later, it dawned on me that the schedule contained only lectures. And my growing suspicion was confirmed when my chinese tutor said that tutorials will be arranged for in the holidays.

Elga, I echo ur sentiments about JC life. Lord, help me. Please.